Ok, so the real reason I'm not sharing many details...

I have some serious lingering insecurities when it comes to dating and relationships. No matter how well this seems to be going, I am absolutely completely convinced that something is going to go wrong, and I'll end up with a broken heart again. I guess I think that will be easier if I haven't shared every detail of every date with all of you.

Of all the dating situations I've been in, this is the one I should have the least doubt about, but it's also already the one that would hurt the most if things were to go bad.

So please allow me my privacy.