I just really really really want to be better. Damn this winter and damn my poor constitution.

Yesterday, out in the suburbs, when I should have been been playing cards and enjoying good food with Matthew's parents, I was instead curled up on the couch in a blanket because I was freezing cold in a warm house and felt like I might faint at any second.

Today I am at work, but just barely functioning.

Tomorrow, Wednesday, and Thursday I get to work from home. Maybe, just maybe, staying home in my pjs and eating soup will help me kick this thing for good. But I don't have my hopes up too high.